The Broken Runner Continues

Path of the Broken Runner

My feet hit the cold wooden floor

and I descend

stair after stair

with the grace of a zombie

A broken runner

I stagger along the path to gradual sunrise

gaining speed

sweat dripping, turning to ice

I plead for the heat

to take the chill from my bones

The sky gives me an understanding nod

but no help

by Christina Lynn Lambert

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Why do we continue when the path we’ve chosen is hard and the experience has us wanting to drop to our knees and stay down?

Because we have to. What other choice is there? Give up? Quit? That’s easier to do in the beginning. When the end doesn’t mean that much. In the beginning of the struggle, should a person choose to take that path, the adrenaline and the dreams and hope are all still fresh. After life or circumstances deal a gut punch or shove us into the mud, there’s a breath for shock, a breath to recover from the outrage, and a breath to stand despite the pain. Resolve strengthens so we can pull the load, shoulder the burden, or push through the obstacles.

In the beginning, when the struggle is still new, cute memes, t shirts with catchy slogans, and a story of a friend of a friend who made it through to the other side- these things assure us that there’s a bright shiny chance of success.

After we’ve hit the ground a few times, the light dims. The stories of those who succeeded, beat cancer, published a book, made a million dollars, stopped drinking, got a promotion, found love, all seem so distant. The realization hits- chances and success aren’t a few miles and a few tries away.  The struggle is no longer just about holding out until the finish line while we chant to ourselves “just a little more effort, just a little while longer,” because by then, we know we’re far from where we want to be. At this part of the trail, no one cheers from the sidelines. Everyone has gone home. No mile markers light up to assure us we’ve finished part of the journey. We just have to hope the path doesn’t kill us before we find its end.

Luck and opportunities aren’t always graced to those without great means. This is the path where success is not a given. And yet, there’s still a chance. Never forget there’s still a chance.


Winter Wonderland Giveaway!

The annual Winter Wonderland romance reader event is happening November 15th through December 13!

Ready to Win? I’ve teamed up with Night Owl Romance and other authors to bring you the chance to win a Kindle, Amazon cards, cards, cards and eBooks.

During this event, you’ll have the chance to find some great new books. Make sure to check out my novel Wolf’s Challenge (Stranger Creatures book 1) along the way.

The grand prize is a Kindle Fire HD 8 w/Alexa.

The Winter Wonderland Giveaway begins November 15, 2018.

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Bear’s Edge is Available for Pre-Order!

Book 2 of the Stranger Creatures series features bear shifter Grant and his beautiful boss, Shayla.

A boss can’t date her employee—simple as that. No matter how much Shayla wants to unravel a few of Grant’s mysteries and take her friendship with the shy, sarcastic man to the next level, she’s determined to keep her fantasies of him to herself.

After bear shifter Grant lost his girlfriend and three best friends in a fire, he did his best to shut himself off from everyone around him. Falling for Shayla wasn’t part of his plan, but after a kiss that leaves them both speechless and hungry for more, Grant can’t keep his desire for his boss under wraps any longer. When things between the two of them get hotter than he could have imagined, Grant wonders- will some of his darker desire be too much for Shayla or will she embrace the needs he’s kept hidden for so long?

An obnoxious reporter and Shayla’s bitter ex have teamed up to chase down conspiracy theories that could destroy Shayla’s business and worse, put her life in danger. To find their happily ever after, Shayla and Grant will have to trust in each other and find a way to crush all the obstacles standing in their way.

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A little taste of Bear’s Edge:

The fantasies about Shayla needed to stop. He couldn’t be rough with a woman he towered over by a foot. Also, he couldn’t date his boss. Grant was grateful for that technicality, because if Shayla wasn’t his boss, he’d be wanting something from her that he shouldn’t. And he didn’t need that kind of complication in his life.

Copyright © Christina Lynn Lambert

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Wolf’s Challenge re-release is live!

When temptingly handsome, powerful shape shifter Derrick dares shy, single mom Sydney to take a chance with him, will she rise to the challenge or will she run for safety, leaving him in the dust?

Stuck in the crosshairs of a killer, will Sydney and Derrick survive long enough to be together? Find out in Wolf’s Challenge (Stranger Creatures book 1). Available on Amazon and other e-retailers. Short excerpt below.



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A little taste of Sydney trying to be indifferent to Derrick in Wolf’s Challenge:

Sydney sat in the conference room at Brass Cat Advertising, sipping her coffee and wishing the caramel latte could take her to an alternate reality. One where Derrick Porter wasn’t sitting in front of her. His presence had caught her off guard. She took another sip of her coffee and tried not to stare stupidly, but holy chocolate-covered cherries, the man was hot.

Dark hair and eyebrows made a striking contrast against his strong bone structure and fair skin. His lips, good grief. They looked so soft. His long, lean body fit nicely in a suit. The material stretched over his broad shoulders and came in at the waist. He probably had amazing six-pack abs.

When they’d met Saturday in running group, it hadn’t merely been the fog coupled with Sydney’s exhaustion and two-year streak of celibacy that made Derrick appear so handsome. Even under the bright lights of the conference room, he was gorgeous. What rotten luck that she couldn’t seem to get away from him.

Copyright © Christina Lynn Lambert

Fear and Fun: Happy Halloween

Autumn is here and with the falling leaves and the cold weather comes one of my favorite holidays- Halloween. I love all the candy (except candy corn) and the costumes. But also, I love the celebration of the macabre things that our imaginations can create, as well as the idea that we can choose to celebrate the things we’ve left behind and the things that scare us, knowing we have the ultimate power over fear.

No Fault in Fire

No fault in fire

but leave Hell and dead things behind

No fault in fire

but heed the voice that whispers,

“follow the river out. Keep running.”

Dusk turns to dawn

The brutal brilliant colors of sunrise

don’t hesitate

The birds’ subtle song

overrules the relative quiet

Embers of guilt and fear

reach out in the breeze

then starve

with nothing but smoke

and an ever fading memory

to feed them

by Christina Lynn Lambert




Re-Release for Bear’s Edge Coming Soon!

Tonight I took care of the last few edits for paranormal romance Bear’s Edge (Stranger Creatures 2). Re-release for Wolf’s Challenge (Stranger Creatures 1) and Bear’s Edge coming soon with Decadent Publishing! Each book can be read as a standalone.

In just a few weeks, you can step into the strange town of Great Oaks, Virginia and meet shifter bear, Grant. He’s been crushing on his boss, Shayla since the day they met. Will Grant risk his job and his barely healed heart to convince Shayla to take a chance on him? Will his darker desires be too much for her? For now, here’s a sneak peek at the cover for Bear’s Edge.

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